I did for a while. And then he became my coach. Then, instead of wanting him to be anything I'd hoped for, I just wanted him to be himself, because I wanted to know who that was so I could hold on to that instead. Because it was real.
Even back when I did idolize him, before I knew him in person, I didn't go on the internet and do any of this. I just watched his skating and admired him. But he wasn't mine to do whatever I wanted with, not even the idea of him.
What you're doing is intrusive and it makes me uncomfortable. It makes me feel like I'm not even a person to you. Like you just see me as some kind of thing.
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Even back when I did idolize him, before I knew him in person, I didn't go on the internet and do any of this. I just watched his skating and admired him. But he wasn't mine to do whatever I wanted with, not even the idea of him.
What you're doing is intrusive and it makes me uncomfortable. It makes me feel like I'm not even a person to you. Like you just see me as some kind of thing.